# Holy! Life!

I'm back! Well I haven't really gone anywhere just been real busy. I recently had a MAJOR break down this week. For 2 days straight I was constantly on the verge of crying. I was throwing up, and not even eating. I know. And I love me some food. But I realized I was so stressed because I didn't have any of my priorities in order. Plus I also had an irregular sleeping pattern, but that was my fault. I felt like I had so many things to do, I didn't know when I was going to them, how I was going to them, or sometimes even why I was going to do them. So I made a list, then I made a second list this time with everything in order.

1. Complete all homework
2. Study key-concepts ask questions stay focused.
3. Get focused--leave the drama for those who actually want it.
4. Do my own thing.
5. Memorize my monologue.
6. Start reading
7. Go hard. Work hard.
8. RELAX
9. Enjoy my last semester of high school.
10. Enjoy life. Enjoy sleep.

After my list I felt like the biggest weight had been lifted off my shoulders. And sticking to the list made things even better.

Here's some advice: If your ever feeling stresses, overwhelmed, or whatever. Take a second to yourself. Just you. No one else. And write down what you want to accomplish. The next step is easy, DO what it is you wish you accomplish. Sure life isn't easy, but its also not very hard either. You can live your life just doing your own thing, being your own person and see how far you'll get. Far. Sometimes you just gotta ditch those friends who keep bringing you down. Nothing personal, its just life. Its impossible to have a group of friends that have been labeled the whores of the school and for you not to be one. I can look at your friends and know exactly what kind of person you are. This is where segregation comes in handy. I'm not saying be a loner so you can succeed in life. I'm just saying your success is 50% determined by the people you hang out with. Yeah you probably don't believe me. I've got 4 brother's and sisters that have graduated high school. Not one of them are friends with a single person from their high school. Maybe a hi here and there, or a what's up.

And another thing. Don't procrastinate on the fact that you say you are going to stop procrastinating.