On the real though...

Once again, Hello Internet,

Damn some things have really been eating at my brain lately. Your probably saying right now, well why would I blog this? No one cares. Ha ha, no. See to those who read this and feel that it won't apply to them, I'd have to say, your wrong. It does.
People people people, I thought you knew me by now? If you follow me on twitter you may have seen the recent tweet: "I'll admit it I'm stubborn, i always gotta be right, i hate being looked down on and talked down on, i always see a one way which is my way" And the most recent of them all "I'm not asking for anyone to love me or like me, but this is me bitchess."
I just want people to know that whether they wanna hear my opinion or not...I'm still gonna say it. I'm gonna be the one to tell you, "Your making the biggest mistake of your life" or "Your wrong, you don't know what your saying." To most of you I've probably said these things many many many times before. But the one thing you all have in common is that you actually take it to heart. What am I? God? Since when did my opinions matter? Honestly. Since when did my opinions matter so much that people needed to tell other people about them? Just curious, was it so you could get someone to lie to you about the truth that I said? Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I'm "right" all the time, but I do THINK I am. I'll admit that, I will honestly say that, my issue is..why after knowing me 5+ years, are people so shocked at what I say. You should be used to it by now. Or maybe you know your wrong and its finally getting to you? I don't know, this is beyond my point.
Either way, like I said on twitter, I'm not asking you all to love me or even like me, or even pretend to like me. Cause whether you do or not, I'm not gonna change for ya. Any who, kids, in this world the only person you can rely on and trust is your self. If you think otherwise your an idiot. I do me. That's it. Every man for them selves, cause at the end of the day you people out there aren't the one's who will be paying my bills, going to school for me, making sure I have food on the table. I am.


Much lovee,


-J.eazy

Things change

Hello Internet,

School starts soon, ooo joy! I think I finally got my act together. No more juggling guys around, I've settled for one. We all have our occasional slips, and mine just happened to last longer than they normally should. Anywho my life is starting and im excited. Fuck yes!

EAZY

What's good internet? Been a long ass time since i've blogged to hear we go. I graduated, my summer has been weird. Heres why, so beginning of July i quit my job thinking I could easily find another one within days. Wrong. It is now august and i still have no job. Although i worked at stampede and made a killer amount of cash, im still searching. My brother is pissing me off everyday, as usual. I just pray that he moves out again for good. 

Love life, heh. Don't get me started, in the past 2 months I have been involved with 5 different guys. Neither of these relationships have gone anywhere but texting and the occasionally kissing. Its sad really, i just keep setting myself up for heartbreak after heartbreak. 

Anywho im basically on house arrest, I cant leave the house after 6. Um i have to ask if i can go somewhere. So ya, jail. Am i pissed off about it? oh you best believe it. you best fucking believe im pissed. But at the same time i know my MOM is only doing it because she doesnt want to worry about me, and she always wants me to be safe, fair enough. My dad on the other hand wants me to succeed in school and get my priorities straight, so i guess by getting my priorities straight i wont leave the house for any parties or hanging out with friends. Ya might as well, i've had enough fun, i just want school to start so i can begin my life. honestly.

Be eazy readers, don't worry i'll be bloggin alot real soon, especially once i get my black berry.

peace and loveee

-j.eazy